A flower that doesn't know how to bloom

I always wanted to be a beautiful flower that makes everybody happy in my own way. But it seem I am a flower that doesn't know how to bloom.

Maybe, I am surrounded with a code. A code that seem no solution for it. All my dear friends are following it. I am following it now too and I can't imagine for the next 10 years I am to be like this...

'In the morning,
Still driving my 10-year-old car to same old office,

In the office,
Using the latest computer, but still designing same old design,

On the phone,
Using the latest iPhone, but talking to same old client,

At home,
Still sleep on a same old bed with same old person.'

It seem the code has no meaning in life other than survival. I am surrounded by the code and it seem real to me other than make a difference to myself and others etc.

Please let me know if you have any other formula to break this code.

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