Wednesday, July 18, 2012

The Sun

Awareness is like the sun. It is not special but it is important.

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Monday, July 16, 2012

Leave this place and don't keep anything here as a sentiment. Don't make a souvenir out of your seeing. Die willingly to the unreal. ~ Mooji
 
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Wednesday, July 4, 2012

It is...

It is in the now,
It is in the here,
It is in now here.
It is in wherever you are.

It is not the rises,
It is not the passes away,
But it is in the rises,
And it is in the passes away. 

It is in every moment,
It is in everywhere,
It is in beyond,

It is...
It is...

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The ...

The Tao that can be told
Is not the Eternal Tao.
The name that can be named
Is not the eternal name.

The unnameable is the eternally real.
Naming is the origin
Of the particular things.

Freedom from desire, you realize the mystery.
Caught in desire, you see the manifestations.

Yet mystery and manifestations 
Arise from the same source.
This is called darkness.

Darkness within darkness,
The gateway to all understanding
 
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Friday, April 27, 2012

Please Forgive Us

Divine creature, father, mother, son as one... If I, my family, relatives and ancestors have offended you, your families, relatives and ancestors in thoughts, word, deeds and action from the beginning of our creation to the present, we ask your forgiveness... Let this cleanse, purify, release, cut all the negative memories blocks, energies and vibrations, and transmute these unwanted energies to pure light... 

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Have you?

Have you realize that the resistance, fear, guilty etc. doing their job so well? 100% responsible and we didn't do our job so well that is awareness?

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Friday, March 23, 2012

A Tool

I only know why my teacher not bordering the client when the client didn't buy his idea after many approaches, NOW. It is because they will decrease his own skill, idea and later become handicapped. It is not the client's fault, but we as an artist, we need to stand our idea and our work or we will become handicapped and we will soon become only a design tool for the client.

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Wednesday, March 21, 2012

I quit


I am no longer interested in the new technologies devices, therefore I quit. 

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Friday, February 24, 2012

Friday, February 17, 2012

Move on

It's about time to move on,
Waiting for an inspiration,
A signal... 
A sign...
An interest...
To lead me. 

But where are they gone?
How should I move on without them?
Oh! Please tell me. 

Maybe I'm not ready to move on,
That is my fear hinders me,
Or I haven't gain something,
Something it is so important.

Right now, I'm in the middle of no where,
It's like a ship without a compass,
Without a compass for a long long night.
The night is so dark, 
And it make me fear. 

What to do? 
I'm not sure, 
But to read books,
And waiting for the day to come.

Maybe it is not the right time to move on....

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Thursday, February 2, 2012

Maker's schedule , Manager's schedule

Good article to read on...

http://www.paulgraham.com/makersschedule.html

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It's Start

It's start.
I don't know when is the exact time started,
but it has started. 

It start because I have no choice,
It start because my soul told me so,
It start because I am at the T-junction.

Our life is like a game,
And a game has rules,
And it has time limit,
And it has game over too.

I am not a good gamer,
That is why I always 'game over',
But this time I won't let it game over,
because this game only allow me to play once.

Maybe my friends say,
I am a foolish or Why want to stretch myself? 
Maybe to them, this is an unnecessary game to play,
but for me this is the game to understand the negative 'thing' hidden in myself.
Yes! to understand but not to get rid of the negative 'thing' hidden in myself.

I know why I always 'game over',
Because I always to get rid of something,
To get rid of something negative. 
And wanted to have a perfect 'thing'.
And this is what I call foolish. 

Remember I mentioned earlier,
I am at the T-junction,
And the T-junction with a U-turn,
Turn left or right is not a problem,
The problem is when before the game started,
I make a U-turn.

This it the toughest road I've ever been,
This is the road that I need to make decision,
This is the road that I need to let go,
This is the road that I need to manage my time,
This is the road that I need to care,
This is the longest road I've ever drive,
Although the distance only 5km away,
This is the road that makes me write a lot of poems,
A poems that remind me to keep on  going . 

Why I say this is the toughest road?
Because this road will be demolished itself within time limit,
I need to move fast, 
I need to be alert,
I need to  complete every single task given in order to move on, 
And I has no time to rest.

This road remind me to walk with an open hands,
Just like a Muslim prayer who prays to God,
Ready to accept all things - positive and negative, 
And this is a chance,
A chance to learn and to understand.

And I aware that previously,
I walk with a hand just like the ultraman, 
Crossing with grabbed hands.
And this has stop all the chances.
Chances to learn and to understand.

I don't say I am a champion now,
but atleast I never loose the game. 
and it enter another level,
Enter another level without letting me know,
but sooner or later you will know you are at another level,

Becareful, it will bring you back to the lower level, if you failed...
And remember, it always seems impossible until it is done,
Because providence be with you every moment,
And providence will be protecting you every moment if you allowed.

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