Friday, April 29, 2011

115

It's been an hour...
I'm at page 115,
An hour later,
Still at page 115,
Why oh Why?

The page starts with...
"Eternity is in love with creation of time",
This is what William Blake wrote,
Still at page 115,
Without reading, but starring...
Why oh Why?

Page 115,
Remind me all artists that I love,
Audrey Kawasaki, Tran Nguyen, etc...
And remind me all the artists and the writer,
I respected most,
Andy Warhol, Seraphine, Antoine, WenZhen etc...

Stop at 115, and 
Still at 115...

Again, ready to read page 115,
A second moment,
Leads me to write a poem, called 115
Why oh Why?

The power of...
115...

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A Thought

Have you had a moment,
A moment that your thought is so silent?
You knock the thought and it never respond?
And you are on your own?

Have you had a moment,
A moment that your thought is so resistance?
You ask {her}, but it just a negative reply?
And you are on your own?

Have you had a moment,
A moment that your thought is so loud?
So loud that you ask {her} to stop,
And it won't stop?

Do you agree that your thought is the closest soul mate?
I'm not sure though...
I think that another mate hidden between me and the thought,
A mate that didn't shown up constantly,
A mate that is shy, but very intelligent?

Well.....
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Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Ability

Papa bird and Mama bird are looking for a place,
A place for their future children to be born,
"Ah Hah! This is the place!"
Papa told Mama....

Papa and Mama finding materials,
Finding materials to build their nest.
Not a luxurious nest...
But a comfort and save nest for their children...

I'm not sure when was Mama bird laying the eggs,
But I know she is in the nest for almost everyday,
From day to night, till rain and thunder,
She is still protecting her children,
And waiting for her children to be hatched.

This is the moment!
The moment of two little tiny bird are born,
Papa bird come visit his children,
Papa and Mama are so happy....

Well, there are a cat below their nest,
But Papa and Mama seem not so afraid of the cat,
Because they know that they have protection,
A protection from us.

Papa and Mama take turns to find food for their children,
Even though, they know we are protecting them,
It seem that they are alert every moment,
Because their love one need love from them.

I feel that they are a good Papa and Mama in the world,
Not because of they feed their children and give them shelter,
Because they know and trust their children's ability.

The ability has come!
Papa and Mama sense it!
Papa said,
"Son! Please remember.You have the ability.
The ability that leads you to freedom and happiness.."

The sons was afraid,
Mama said,
"Spread your wings!
You have a strong and beautiful wings..."
But Mama seem worried,
And I know how Mama feels,
As I know Mama is a Worrier and Papa is a Warrior...

Papa said,
"Please know your ability,
And please remember that.
You no need to find it somewhere else.
You've got it inside your heart."

Mama said,
"Please remember your very first taking off and fly,
It's like happiness are come to you..
You are free to fly up and down, left and right,
And that is your ability..."

Papa added,
"All obstacles is not a problem,
Problem is you forget your ability,
And please remember this until you die,
Because it leads you to freedom and happiness."

Both sons spread their wings,
Up up they fly,
And accompany by their parents,

From the day onwards,
I never see them coming back to the nest,
I am happy and have a gratitude to the Bird family,
Because they give me a profound teaching.

And I added few words here,
Don't abuse your child or your own ability,
By ordering your child, do not fly up and down, left and right,
Only FLY straight...
You will destroy you and your child ability....

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Tuesday, April 5, 2011

The creator

Besides transfer merit, breathing in and out, be at the moment (mindfulness) , can help someone in the trouble. It create good energy for the moment/environment.

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Monday, April 4, 2011