Effortless

Effortless and untouched is ....

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I don't know

I don't know what to do next is the most insulting moment for the mind.

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Interesting

If Now is not interesting, may I know what is so interesting in the past and future?

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Nature and Karma

I am of the nature to age, sicken and die is not the karma. Karma is when I cling and act to it. 

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Capital 'I'

Q: Why the 'I' in captal letter?

A: Because the ego name it.

Q: And where does ego come from?

A: Ego come from the condition or intention.

Q: Then who create the ego?

A: It has not been created.

Q: ?

A: Example, ego is the wave in the ocean.

Q: If the I itself is ego, then who am I?

A: You are the ocean. The ocean has no problem at all with the wave, because the ocean understand the wave and the wave is illusory.

Q:Now I understand.

A: You must understand that the ego understand too. 

Q: Orh? What should I do?

A:  Do nothing. Just watch

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Hayao Miyazaki, Joe Hisaishi, Echkart Tolle, Mooji

There are alot of beautiful people in this world, and these people make us beautiful.

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Awareness

Is awareness changing and impermanent?

If awareness is the moon. The clouds make the moon changing and impermanent. The moon itself has no permament or impermanent when 'you' and the moon become one. The clouds then doesn't effect 'you' anymore because nothing can be grasp and notice.

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Die here willingly

Every thought that arise, leave it as it is. Don't try to keep any thought. Don't fabricate your thought. Let it die here and now. And die here willingly to the unreal.

 

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A gift

Generosity, kindness, truthful and honest is an art. And art is a gift. A real gift.

 
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The Sun

Awareness is like the sun. It is not special but it is important.

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Leave this place and don't keep anything here as a sentiment. Don't make a souvenir out of your seeing. Die willingly to the unreal. ~ Mooji

 

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It is...

It is in the now,

It is in the here,

It is in now here.

It is in wherever you are.

It is not the rises,

It is not the passes away,

But it is in the rises,

And it is in the passes away. 

It is in every moment,

It is in everywhere,

It is in beyond,

It is...

It is...

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The ...

The Tao that can be told

Is not the Eternal Tao.

The name that can be named

Is not the eternal name.

The unnameable is the eternally real.

Naming is the origin

Of the particular things.

Freedom from desire, you realize the mystery.

Caught in desire, you see the manifestations.

Yet mystery and manifestations 

Arise from the same source.

This is called darkness.

Darkness within darkness,

The gateway to all understanding

 

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Please Forgive Us

Divine creature, father, mother, son as one... If I, my family, relatives and ancestors have offended you, your families, relatives and ancestors in thoughts, word, deeds and action from the beginning of our creation to the present, we ask your forgiveness... Let this cleanse, purify, release, cut all the negative memories blocks, energies and vibrations, and transmute these unwanted energies to pure light... 

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Have you?

Have you realize that the resistance, fear, guilty etc. doing their job so well? 100% responsible and we didn't do our job so well that is awareness?

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A Tool

I only know why my teacher not bordering the client when the client didn't buy his idea after many approaches, NOW. It is because they will decrease his own skill, idea and later become handicapped. It is not the client's fault, but we as an artist, we need to stand our idea and our work or we will become handicapped and we will soon become only a design tool for the client.

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I quit

I am no longer interested in the new technologies devices, therefore I quit. 

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Introvets

A great story

Do

Do what's need to be done.

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Move on

It's about time to move on,

Waiting for an inspiration,

A signal... 

A sign...

An interest...

To lead me. 

But where are they gone?

How should I move on without them?

Oh! Please tell me. 

Maybe I'm not ready to move on,

That is my fear hinders me,

Or I haven't gain something,

Something it is so important.

Right now, I'm in the middle of no where,

It's like a ship without a compass,

Without a compass for a long long night.

The night is so dark, 

And it make me fear. 

What to do? 

I'm not sure, 

But to read books,

And waiting for the day to come.

Maybe it is not the right time to move on....

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Weird Act

Success Mag interview, 2012 from Seth Godin on Vimeo.


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Maker's schedule , Manager's schedule

Good article to read on...

http://www.paulgraham.com/makersschedule.html

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It's Start

It's start.

I don't know when is the exact time started,

but it has started. 

It start because I have no choice,

It start because my soul told me so,

It start because I am at the T-junction.

Our life is like a game,

And a game has rules,

And it has time limit,

And it has game over too.

I am not a good gamer,

That is why I always 'game over',

But this time I won't let it game over,

because this game only allow me to play once.

Maybe my friends say,

I am a foolish or Why want to stretch myself? 

Maybe to them, this is an unnecessary game to play,

but for me this is the game to understand the negative 'thing' hidden in myself.

Yes! to understand but not to get rid of the negative 'thing' hidden in myself.

I know why I always 'game over',

Because I always to get rid of something,

To get rid of something negative. 

And wanted to have a perfect 'thing'.

And this is what I call foolish. 

Remember I mentioned earlier,

I am at the T-junction,

And the T-junction with a U-turn,

Turn left or right is not a problem,

The problem is when before the game started,

I make a U-turn.

This it the toughest road I've ever been,

This is the road that I need to make decision,

This is the road that I need to let go,

This is the road that I need to manage my time,

This is the road that I need to care,

This is the longest road I've ever drive,

Although the distance only 5km away,

This is the road that makes me write a lot of poems,

A poems that remind me to keep on  going . 

Why I say this is the toughest road?

Because this road will be demolished itself within time limit,

I need to move fast, 

I need to be alert,

I need to  complete every single task given in order to move on, 

And I has no time to rest.

This road remind me to walk with an open hands,

Just like a Muslim prayer who prays to God,

Ready to accept all things - positive and negative, 

And this is a chance,

A chance to learn and to understand.

And I aware that previously,

I walk with a hand just like the ultraman, 

Crossing with grabbed hands.

And this has stop all the chances.

Chances to learn and to understand.

I don't say I am a champion now,

but atleast I never loose the game. 

and it enter another level,

Enter another level without letting me know,

but sooner or later you will know you are at another level,

Becareful, it will bring you back to the lower level, if you failed...

And remember, it always seems impossible until it is done,
Because providence be with you every moment,
And providence will be protecting you every moment if you allowed.

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A drummer with a big heart

A little boy who knows nothing,

But to plays a drum,

He has a passion to be a drummer,

Not only a drummer,

But to share with others what he had learn.

He knows that he will be a great drummer,

Not because he likes the drum,

But because he knows the sound of the drum can bring joy to people.

He plays in the morning,

He plays in the afternoon,

He plays in the evening,

He plays at night, 

He plays when he old,

He plays when he sick,

He plays every moment.

I can hear the sound of the drum,

He plays beautifully,

He made me feel so good,

Stop and listen to the sound of the drum,

He plays so well,

It touches my heart,

Not only my heart,

But everyone's heart.

When you feel lonely, worries, etc...

Stop and listen,

The drummer will play a song for you,

All your worries will be carried away by the sound of the drum,

This is the miracle of a drummer with a big heart,

And this is the best song I've ever listen.

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Watch it Carefully...

Watch it carefully, 

You thought it is still,

But it is not. 

Watch the movement,

And you will aware the little movement,

The movement that leads you somewhere,

The somewhere is the path,

The path is the cycle. 

Watch it carefully,

And remember to aware the movement,

And when you aware the movement,

A few second you will see the cycle,

Be careful! 

Aware of the cycle,

Without adding any other colour to the new movement, 

You will be apart from the cycle, 

You are no longer follow the cycle, 

And the cycle is fading away.

You no need to make an afford to stop the movement,

the movement will disappearing itself.

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There are no scraps of men

My Childhood