A Guard

This is a place that many of us wants to go,
A Paradise called happiness.

There is a problem entering the Paradise.
It has a big fierce archangel, armed with a flaming sword,
defends the gate of Paradise.

It is not same as I am entering a library,
As the entrance sign stated “Be Silent”
But in Paradise,
Is has no sign, what so ever written at the gate,
But the fierce archangel will make you,
fear, hatred, angry etc.

If, happened I stepped in the Paradise,
A few second later,
The archangel will force me out,
The whole day or sometimes few days,
I will be unhappy.

This is something wrong somewhere,
What is so valuable about the Paradise we die for?
Happiness is Paradise,
But Paradise is not happiness.

There is no way to happiness,
But happiness is the way.
And remember,
Letting go the Paradise we die for,
Is Happiness

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Resistance

Resistance is the dragon that guards the gold. It's the archangel armed with flaming sword, who defends the gates of Paradise - Steven Pressfield

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Support

No right, no wrong is support,
No good, no bad is support,
No pride, no ego is support,
If you want others to support you, that is not a support.
Support is miracle,
We tend to forget it.
Support is independent,
It don't need accompaniment,
Somehow sooner or later it naturally has accompaniment.

Support is a growing tree in the forest,
It don't need us to give support,
It will naturally grow getting from everyday sunlight, soil, rain and etc.
A tree don't ask the sunlight, "Hey! today shine me more!"

If it grow, it grow,
If it can't grow, it will die,
And will wait for second seed to grow again.
It naturally never ending.

Support is when it is success, it is success,
When it is fail, it is fail,
Support will do it again, when it failed.
It personality never give up.

Support wants to keep thing going...
So, just do it...

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Moody in its way

Moody, somehow coming my way,
My moody is not lazy,
It just wanna to lock up itself,
Do not want to do anything,
But just lock up itself.

Do not get me wrong,
It is not tired,
It is not anything you name it,
But moody in its way...

It got its personality,
I could not figure it out,
Oh! So moody.

Although out there is sunny,
But I has a grey cloud,
above my head.

Do you know grey could?
It is not white but grey,
It do not want to rain,
and just hold the rain.

Do you what I mean?
The cloud hold the rain,
Or the cloud could not rain,
Maybe it worry about something,
Something that is very small matter,
And Moody thought it is a big matter?

Somehow, the moody will cease later,
And will come back again,
But I don't know when it will come and go,
Come and go without letting me know in advance,
That is why it got its personality,
And mystery to me too...

Perhaps, it has inform me and I do not know?
Hmm....

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The miracle

Bad situation implies with good/positive energy/thought, it changes you and the world that you are living.

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The power

When you blame others that you suffer, you giving power to the suffering. If, when you blame none, but notice where it come from, you give power to happiness. - Kumara
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Tic-toc...

Tic-toc... Tic-toc...
Sounds of time in my mind,
No matter how busy we are,
Time still...
Tic-toc... Tic-toc...

Perhaps time don't know what is time,
But it knows its job is important,
Perhaps we know who we are,
But we do not know what job is important,
That is why we claim we are busy people.

Stop and listen to the working time,
Its important work done so beautifully.
It is simple yet beautiful.

Everybody know time,
But it not as famous as a superstars,
And not rich as billionaires,
Everybody care about time,
But no one care about its good job.

Value the time,
Time is value...

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Gaga

I seldom listen to Lady Gaga songs,
But she hits me when I watch her mentoring the contestants in American Idol.

The words and the message hits me,
Deep deep,

The strong word for me is,
When you sing it, mean it...
And put drama in it.

It tells me when you do something,
Know what you doing and mean it.
When you doing something,
Doing it truthfully from your heart.
Don't worry about the result,
Because 'something' will lead you to the end...

The message isn't new or revolutionary,
But here is her message:

Don't give up on your dreams,
Be true to yourself,
Forget about your insecurities,
Hold true to your dreams no matter what anyone says,
Embrace your inner freak,

She is neither good nor evil,
But she is herself.
She is hundred percent be on what she plays/doing.
Because she is honest to herself,
And content with herself,
She doesn't need others' approval,
Because she accepts herself,
And the whole world accepts her.

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Space

If you have a space in your heart, you can make your mate beautiful.

note: space is the absence of ego, anger, greed, hatred, selfish...

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Please Remember

Please remember that we have awareness,
And remember that we no need to find it somewhere else,
Please remember, when we see a mountain, 
We are away from mountain.

Please remember that we have loving kindness,
And remember that we no need to find it somewhere else,
Please remember, every movement we move, 
We are seeking for happiness...

Please remember that we have compassion,
And remember that we no need to find it somewhere else,
Please remember, that every time we want to get rid,
Is to get rid of suffering...

Please remember that we have joy,
And remember that we no need to find it somewhere else,
Please remember, that rejoicing in the happiness and virtues are joyfulness...

Please remember that we have equanimity,
And remember that we no need to find it somewhere else
Please remember, that everything are no distinguish,
Like a pen has no definition of long or short...

Please remember that obstacle is not problem,
Problem is we forget to remember that we have awareness, lovingkindness, compassion, joy and equanimity...

Please remember we have it all in us for 24 hours,
It's like we no need to find a torchlight to lead us when we are under the sunlight.

Please remember....

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